pls do not take what you enjoy now forgranted(:

LOL, tests for my students are coming up! its time to face the judgement time! i think i had become more patient. LOL. dont need anyone to agree with me:D

Life had been quite mundane, just that meeting the crazy girls more lately. Actually, i have a feeling that i've been taking all these quite forgranted. It is of course not that i'm taking any sides. I do not, and will not. I understand that these bonds are fragile. Extremely fragile. It may be because of the meetings that brought us closer. Which means this may be the only chance i have to foster the ties. I'm tired of all the awkwardness or the dread to attend sj stuff. I want to have that feeling back. That feeling where you never get bored or burdened to do all the shit, travel to bloody beach road, ironing that flimsy uniform that is supposed to stand. Although there's always hpy. But it seems like everyone's getting tired. Everyone's starting to move on. Maybe it is not realistic or practical to hope for no change. And I'm actually hoping for new change. Hoping for a change in this hostile environment which makes nothing move on at all. Friends are one of the last reasons why i'm still energetic to be involved. I'm not that sort who have noble goals to preach outstanding young leaders. I'm not that sort who wants more metal pieces on the shoulder for glamour. I only wish for an avenue where you enjoy doing things that may not worth alot accompanied by many laughter.

It is a step out of the comfort zone. It is difficult. But I'm sure it is possible:)

STOP ERODING MY DRIVE
negative energy is building up around me
im getting more and more suay
shit,
i want my luck back!